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My Relinquishment
Before you were born
I bonded with you.
Before they took you
away from me,
I fell in love with you.
You were born
into a world not
knowing what was
going on.
Your tiny little eyes
opened slightly
and I saw your
first day's dawn.

You slept
in my arms
as I rocked you.
I sang to you
and your cries
were hushed.
I would have
to sign your
relinquishment papers shortly,
and I suddenly
felt so rushed.
I wept the first
time I held you,
my silent smile
revealed my joy.

I wanted to
keep you forever,
you were my Angel,
my own baby girl.
I went to the
Court House to
sign my name
for some papers that
said you weren't mine.
That day I relinquished
my rights, but my
love for you will
last through out time!

There was a ceremony
at the Court House.
The Major blessed
us and I cried.
That day
you were going
to leave me.
That day a
part of me died!
Right before you
left my arms,
I whispered
in your little tiny ear.
I said, "I will always
love you" as I
wiped away my tears.

I tell people about you
with so much pride.
One day you'll be told
the story of how you
came into this world.
How you were given
your adoptive family,
by the choice of a
brave teenage girl!
But sometimes
I don't feel so brave,
I feel scared and
want to run far away.
There is one thing
that keeps me strong.
That's the Faith that
you will know me and love me
someday soon!
Bonnie Geddes
 

 Special thanks to Bosset for creating this wonderful set for me.
Music is by Elton John's "Sacrifice" obtained at FindMidis
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